bdae....

ina-dey~ ehhez.... sch gonna start soon! pick urself up kiez!
i love this ina!

bunzy journal: ~"@~* evEz of bD@ez~! && aCtUal bD@ez!!!! v(^.^)v
time: 5-17-2004 10:03 AM

--/--@ ()n e evEz oF bD@ez <14th> \(=^.^=)/ @--/--

--> oH bOyz~ 0oohz b0yZzZZz~!!~!~ hAhAAaaHz iT's e DaE b4 moI bdae, mEetin mY d@rz dArz in e m0rning! hehz.... fElt vEry entHuz 2 c him ... vEry l0ng nber C hIm l!aoz hahaa <> okiez... besIdes thT... mY l@zy dArZy is g0nna w@Ke h!ms3lf uP hehez.... usUalli i'll wAke him uP lahz if we'Ve any oUtin.... hMmmz.... oKie okIez tht partLy y i'm hApPy abt it.... othEr thn thT he's goin 2 cyCle frm hIs plaCe 2 my hOuse! hehz...... hAv 2 cyCle aLone sIa in e m0rnIng!!!! heeZzzz... i'm so t0uch~!!~~!!~ nBEr eAt brkfzt sUm0rez.... nxtTIme muz eat fIrst kiez? hEartaChe s!az.... hEez.... p0or dArzy haVe 2 fErry me tHz m0nsTerz... haiz....... hUgz!!!! mUackZy Darz!!!!!

hehez.... f3wz t!ngz tht i enJoyz whn my dArz fErry me... i l0vez the brEeze tht bl0win against us<> 0soz whn he cyclez & e wAy he carefUlly to0ok carE of me whn we haVe 2 g0 dWnz a sL0pez.... whn hE disTurbz me whIle rIdin... hhee feLt so xIn fu.... esPecIalLy l@te in e mIddLe of e n!tE... he stIll h@tta cycle me hm.... hheez.. DARZY DARZ I REALLY APPRECIATE ITZ!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!

hAAAahAA~!~!~~ hehe okie doiE backz to wat happened on e eve!!!! heheez.. later in e afternoon wE wenT 2 nTuC n sh0p 4 e ingredientz nEded 4 my bdae da chanba g0osE!!!! haha darz gg to c0ok for me... hhaa <> e DA ChAn mEnu: 1. t0fu s0up!!!! 1 of my fAVorite!!!! 2. pr@st@~ 3. r0sti! 4. aLmond jelly <> 5. s@Lmonz!!!! ehhe ba g0osh~! ! ----------- EnDz of mEnuz---------- ! okIe okIez!!! haha okie i f0rg0tten 1 more thIng!!! we wEnt 4 m0vie!!!! #troY# heez.... haha darz knez i'm a fAntic for moivez hehee worth watcing....... yEahz so after e moive we went back to c0ok... tHnz.... @ftEr we fInshEd e m3al iTz lIke aRdz twelve o'cLock... wE c0unt d0Wnz toGetherz.... hehez... so c0ol hUhz!!!! hehZ tht b@sIcally wAt haPpend on e 3vez....

~"....*~@"~ .::. a Yr olDer li@z!!!!!! .::. ~"@~*...."~ YEAHZ! hhaAaz.... mAy 15th~ h0hoz~!!~ happy bdae to me happy bdae to me~ hehez... hmmz..... hahaZ lIke wAtZzzZ i've say i'm a fantIc for movies... we wEnt for moives on tht daez... whn to eat walk aRdz.... hmmz.... letz see diD i bought anything hamz... erMz.... ohya haha spend sum $$ on drInkz.... haha hmmz but p0or darz spent more thn me hahAAahazzz..... yeahz he paid 4 e outing mahz hmmz well actuliz.... haiz didnt have e fEelin to go out.... @mmz coz both of us is so broke..... i prefered he saved up tht amt of $$ dEnz can buyz coUple p0Lo tee together haha bEen lookin forWard to bUyz.... hehe aCtuly reQuested him n0tz 2 buy present for me, juz pIck saga seeds for me can liao heez or plant a sunflower for me... <> hmmz... okie lahz.... my birthdae was niCe!!!!
hmmmz....... d@Rzy dArz... thanks for e eVerything u diD.... i enJoyed mysElf k? i kne u didnt plan before hand lorz.... somemre u broke mahz kne u dnt like to go out whn yr broke.... haha nt very romantic bUt u trEat me reaLLy v.well tht daez.... haha hope u can 365 daez treat me like datz hehez.... okie okiez.... juz abit sian the 2nd d@ez because like have to waste $$ watch moive again mahz.. don't really want to spend so much... i love everything u did... especially the soup hhee....
i lyk thz kinda lifestyle we had....
> idnairnz <
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before e break up

heez.... okie enuff of the sad stuffz ina.... am gg to post some better ones here for u...
8th month:

sYstEm.oUt.prIntLn(" % jU hAchI mAy % ");
5-18-2004 11:04 PM

--/---@ ~*~ --/---@ ~*~ --/---@ ~*~ --/---@ o0ooo0oz?. s0oo0o sUperbzy tir3d todAez~!!~~!~!~ hahaZzZz?. wEnt gym todae.. wit my darz darz n my clzmatez?. Hehz... shiok worz? workout for one morniz?. But horz but horz?. I think I hurt my old wound again -_-? hmmz? but heck lahz hahAa my main objective is to t0n up my flabby armz?. Haha my spongey tUmmy also hEehz thn till denz my dArz wont be able to pinch moi fAtz!!!! Hmmz... fUn laz?. But oo bad.. I wanna go swimming but my darzy nt free so we juz went to eat our lunCHz?. O0o0oz?. lUnCh was a sinz?. Hehe we ate maCz~!!~ arghz? all my effort gone liaoz hehee?. hmmz.... thn i rEached home arDz five pluz.... stone infront of e compz thn cheCk emailz... frendster... watch tv.... tok 2 my mUmmy ahha... hmmz.......... her bdae coming le.. also duno wat to get for her.... thn thinking of wking... hmmz got two jobz tht need to interview..... one is sales the other is cafe kinda jobz.. guess i'll wk fnb jobz nber tried but.. haha can learn new thingz also... sales hmm e wkin hrz too hectic liaoz.. i wanna spend time wit my family frenz n my darz darz..... haaaaa so i thik haiz is tHt j0bz le hope can wk... haiz.... if onLy e sales can wk four daez a week hmmz.... tht will be better heez.......... okok.... hmmz..... waitin for my results worz... sianz sia... i think will have sUb pApErz..... ~>.<~ i dUnt w@nz sub paPerZ~!~!!~ hahaz... dcn hmmz... nber put in effort to study ne... haiz.... j@v@z... e pain in my neck.... w0rry w0rry.... hmmz.. okie... well actuli miz my darz nw at this point at this moment.... hehe no la todaE gt meeT buT we wEre w0rkin out at e gYmz so nbEr t0kz mUch.... hmmz.... darz.. if u r readin this hmmz sometime u juz gif me e feelin tht u r sian with me.... kinda hurting lehz... i tried to make u enthu liaoz.... but hmmmz..... nber mind... duno whEther u realIsed this.... sometimez u prefEr frEnz askin n tEllin u wAt 2 d0z... bUt u dnT rEali wanna lIsten to m3... wellz.... nthz.... hmmz... thz wat i f33l.... hmmz last time yr nt like thTz.... hmmz.... nvm but i kne u love me can liaoz.... sometimez can treat me bEttEr? dnt waIt until my bdae lahz hahaz..... hmmz.... darzy do u kne tht sometImez u r a litta sh0rt tempered? hmmz.. but, however.... u still got a ke ai de side... hehe i love yr smIle hehe they are so sweet hahaa cannot tahan sia hehe c liao wann kizz n bite u hehee.... i like yr head so big haha so nice to hUgz also hehe..... .............. and when the timez u really treatz me like a princess... 10q.... i love u....
"~@ dNt wAlk bEhind..... dNt wAlk infronT of me... f0rz.. i lOvez u
To h0ld me & wALk sIde bY s!de wItz mE.... mUaCkzy mUaCkz~!! @~"
\(^_-) d@rZdArNinIz (-_^)/
----* ----* fLyinz st@rZzZz ----* ----*

breaks up hurts me so much

yuppz.... e 3rd dae in sch...z... inaz.....

3rd dae of schz....
7-07-2004

hmmz... itz e 3rd dae of schz.... my frenz having been askin me whther am i copin well.... whther can i face u? yes and no.... i guess i am trying to cope wit my studies but no, i still cant get over u. yet. i kne u feels tht i mabbe acting a little funnie sorrie.... i kne u feels tht i have been avoidin u... but sorrie i juz went out of words whn we exchange glares.... i didnt break down in class or lecture because i kne the more i look sad the more troubled u mite felt.... i didnt wanna make a scence also..... tht y patz n angela was asking me.... they tout i was doin well... but tht nt true.... i am struggling.... darzy... i dnt blame u.... but i hope u can understdz me... juz gif me sometime i will tune back to friends mode.... i hope we can at least be good frenz at least?
i miss you n i really love u alot.
i mabee smiling but deep down i'm crying.... juz tt i dnt wanz my frenz to worry.
i sensed no chance of salvaging this relationship but i do wait for you.
i mabbe a retard but i guess i'm just too blinded in love.

journal from my hi5

yeah..... read on gurl.... it lyk abt a week after....

.: a mEmorable jOurnery h0m3 :.

6-26-2004 5:26 AM

i still cant get over.... cant let it juz go like thtz.... i continue gg swimming today. i reached there at ardz 6 swam for 15-20 minz only.... it was juz too crowded.... so many pple swimming... so i juz went up and bathe.... hahaz.... the kids were proz.... deyz swam well.... they swam butterfly style worz.... oh my oh my.... so strong heez.... well since i havent been swimming much i decided tht i shld do some other form of execrising, thus the tout of walkin home struck me.... yeahz..... i took the way.... the way my darz darz used to cycle me home tht route... i tout i can hang on and dont cry... but i was wrong..... everything juz came back into my mind....before i kne it i was crying..... i dnt wanna to cry.... but no i cant evrything tht used to be can no longer be e same again.... the road we used to cycle on has been mended.... it is more ez to cycle on already. hahaz... was so happy but but.... i hope and wish tht u can cycle me home againz.... hahaz.... haiz.... when i went down to the ntuc therez.... haiz.... my heart aches againz.... we used to buy food from there and cook.... rememz.... all our da chan! hahaazz..... hmmz.... i kne.... yr not heartless..... cant sae yr selfish..... i kne u can feel secure or provide me with it... but all these we have to walk hand in hand to solve it.... haiz... i find myself repeating thz again... mabbe for one thing tht i regret.... it will be this... nt having a chance to work things out again.... haiz... althou i really miss u much.... but i guess.... i have to accept things this way.... i kne... u find tht we r more happier nw like this.... but i am not... i still cant handle..... i cried againz..... but but.... dont worry.... remember i told u, if this makes u feel happy, it will be the same for me also.... i kne there's a saying " if u loves the person u muz let thm go' yeahz it is true.... but it is easier said thn done.... oh my almost a week plus le.... darzy..... i still cant make it!! help me!!
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hmmz... tym is really the best healer in all relationship.... ina.
heez.... all thou u cant have wad u wannz but be glad tt u once have n am e girl who went thru this very special n maigical period with him tt not all gurlz have e chance to. be glad tt he once pay attention n cared for u. u. u. u.
u enjoyed the feeling tht he doesnt shows to other gurlz....
relationships r hurting when one party rly loved n hope to be with another but e other party do not share e goals as u pictured.

journal

ina-dey~ as promise.... my journals... i havent got e tym to more all to my blog at once... comp kept hanging laa.... i'll update it slowly....
well but i hope.... by now u r feeling better now....
it mite be a happy ending after all.... =D chill aye?

=* *~....In LIFE, LOVE is NEVER planned nor does it happen for a reason....~!* *=

bunzy journal :
theme: .....
@: 6-22-2004 9:12 AM

i'm totally down totally lost without you.... i kne u are tired.... but i really love u alot.... i kne where the problems lies and i kne how to solve them.... dont u think when we first got together we dnt have this kinda problem? is because i really love u too much u meant alot to me tht y this problem arise..... little things u do i cant hurt sad thn we will quarrel... the reason being is because i love u too much.... but if u kne me... u kne i sad or brust out a while thn okie liaoz.... haiz..... i look at the thing u use one dollar coin ti cum for me one... denz i got this mixed feelingz.... both sad and happy.... i suddenly feel like eatin chocolates but i kne i cant call u and tell u already.... i kne i cant call and tok crap idiotic things to u liaoz.... i cant hug n kiss u.. cant lie on yr chest cant smell u... yr curry smell hahaz... cant watch moive wit u.... cant cruddle up with u liao cant shop with u cant juz have a moment with u cant slient with u liaoz.... no.... all these thingz gone liaoz.... nopEyz wayz i can get them back liaoz.... so sad so sickening.... and every tout of it i blamed myself.... why i let things happened this way..... even i see yr online i wont dare to tok to u.. i am afraid tht i mite fan u more.... i hope fate tht bought us together can pull us back too...... for i really kne where the mistakes lies.... am willing to change.... everydae i almost cried at the tout of u.... i dun wanna let u knez.... no used.... u old me whn we change our rings we can hang it on our hp but i guess..... i will be waiting for this dae.... i hope u didnt throw yr ring away.... i kept mine in a e box u gave .... oh please... i dont wanna be so upset everydae.... y didnt u gave me an accurate answer whether you love me or not.... why did u gave me a dunoz....? why i meanz.... but now i wouldnt dare to ask u liaoz.... i am trying to adapt to the life without you.... i really miss u alot my d@rzy d@rz....

~thingz u said in e past were juz expire sweetz..?~

tough

ina.... i kne u r gg thru a very hard tym now.... yeah and this is juz somethin tt u wan to read.... i hope u r feeling better....

was browsing thru mt hi5 eariler on n tout yeahz... this are some of e things tt u mite wann to read, thn u'll kne y ina.

= a nEw dAe, a DiFfz bEgInnIngz =

2nd day liaoz.... haha everything is still so fresh in my mind.... i kne i still loves u alot n am missin u rite now... but i guess everything will juz have to change. n i have to learn to move on.

e thing tht i regrted was we tok thingz out too late.... both of us kept things in slient. thn towardz the end u found tht i have been running away. and i found u have been heckin also. why didnt we have a long tok eariler? n why didnt i plck up e courage to? n y didnt u? i wish for a chance but i guess is of no use. u have yr mind set. and i'll juz follow. i only wantz u to find yr happiness and be happy.... every little bangalahz stuntz tht we do. i'll remz it for long. u will always have a place in my heart.
but no used crying over spill milk le.. i kne wat i wanz izzitnt gg to make u feel happy, therefore the best solution is e one tht u have tout abt it. i juz wanna let u kne, i have not been waitin for tht day, i juz hope tht day wldnt have ever come, but i'm wrong.

i'm juz crying n cryin whevaz i think of u, remz e thinz tht we have done, c e thingz u bought me for.... yeahz, no doubt i cried but i kne at least u have loved me. done alot of thingz which i nber had tried b4. althru yr my dream guy but i'm not. i'll still live my life well probably not so well but i'll try okiez.... thingz r tough 4 me to handle nw n i guess u will be too. kne wat ytd we were so fated..... we got off diff train but reached bradz at the same time. mabbe fated brought us together..... guess it juz destroy whn it comes to me.

i cant say i'll get over in a yr or so. mabbe 2 yrz time whn we grad. but it also saddenz me alot if we gradz.... i guess we wont be seein each other.... but i still hope u will ask me out for movies! hahaz.... i such a moive fantic.... haiz... movies.... u r e only bf tht i have watch n enjoy so much moive witz.... guess e bai liu li bai hui bu hui kan we wont be watching together le. hahaz... moviez.... f0od.... haiz..... deyz r gg to be kept in my mind... my precious pastime....

but darz.... i kne i'm gg to get jealouz if i c u ardz with otherz galz. but i'm gona be alrite! haiz. time will heal me, u dnt have to worry whter i will miz my mr rite. if he here i'll kne. if he's really my mr rite. he will be. i'm sorry if i have caused u much disturbance.... really sorry... zhen de tui bu qi.... hou tou gomentasai.... but i kne is because i loved u too much get hurt ezily.... but u help me 2 c my mistakez clearer i have wake up... mabbe If i've any future relationship i will defina. have phobia but i will kne watz rite for me to do.
1 thingz for sure i nber regretted knwing. even thru we only knwn each other for a couplez of mthz. u painted colours in my life n yeshz there r sad colourz too but happy n sweet colourz too.... if we evaz have e chance of gettin back together.... hahaz... fat hope ritez... i cant say i'll wait for u.... i kne u wouldnt wanz me to. be i'll defina. hold a light for u. i may takes time for e time to go but yeahz tht me. i wont wanna make u feel bad or troubled. dont have to worry for me alrite? i'll take care of myself. even i knw u as a compelete stranger, u still winz n wroth my love. i mite not be. but i'll ALWAYS BE HAPPY IF YOU ARE HAPPY.

wellz.... i hope u will find yr happiness~ yr life yr love one. remz. to invite to yr weddin! frenz ritez? hhaa ya la n tell me when u have a gf already la thn i dnt have to think whther u r attach or not. hahaz.... i wanz the bunny i dnt mind abt his legz i simply juz adorez the bunny!

thingz changez i'll 2. but i'll be strong n fine. juz dnt woorry abt me worry for my IT modulez worz..... ahahz i think i'll need help! u muz be 24/7 ready durin examz periodz! haha tht if u dnt have a gf la. but have also help me a bit la k? hahaz!

gUess i wldnt have e courage to change my status, i'm too z0mbIe now.... i dint slept well laz 9z.. i'll wait for u to change yr profile.... let me have my laz chance of typin nini n darz darz.... i cant call u tht liaoz. arghz it simply hurtz me. i'll try k? haiz. i dint want thingz to turn out like tht i tout we wld tok thingz out. true we have tok for alot of timez but we nber have a true n long talk. this i wat i learn from this relationship. i think i'm too lost in u, i loved u too much which i didnt kne will cause so much trouble to us.

.: e laz of zndAriniz = d@rz dArz && nInIz = :.
>mUackz muaCkz<
i love u. and i will miss u.

-bunzy journal. 6-14-2004 11:20 PM -

- i'm fIghTing baCK for wAt i wantz.... -

- am fighting back for wad i wantz.... -

Learn 2 love the people who are with you at present. forget the people in the past and thank them 4 hurting you, which led you 2 love the people you have right now. When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice. You risk it all no matter what. Everything in life is temporary because everything changes. That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...having faith will make it last. Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go. They say when love knocks at your door, open it. But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out. Have you ever loved only to let it go? Have you ever hated someone and loved him so? Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry? Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why? True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man. Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts... Life has a way of changing things but not the joy that friendship brings, for friendship is like the shining moon, makes each night a brighter one. Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define ... and yet everyone is still taking the risk. That's love! We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE! Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them. The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better. On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you? When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love. Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, LEARN; if your someday is tomorrow, HOPE; if your someday is today, CHERISH... Why do people say loving too much makes you stupid? It's because you'll always be wrong even if you're right. You're weak even if you're strong. You give without receiving. You cry, get pains but still say you're happy. How would you know if you've fallen in love real hard? It's when someone hurts you and you love him still. Then he hurts you again to find out that you love him even more... We only have one heart, but there are many places in it .

-adapted frm bunzy's journal on e 6-17-2004 9:45 AM -
e forth day of e break up..

blog....

- {t0mOrz} *c@nz* =bE= /t0o/ .:L@tE:. -
----*If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation.... You fix it . *---- Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, ~"tomorrow can be too late "~

----*If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know.... tell her/him. *---- Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it.... =tomorrow can be too late.=

----*If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him. *---- Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today,

~"tomorrow can be too late"~

----*If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him *---- Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today ,

=tomorrow can be too late. =

----*If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. *---- Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today,

~"tomorrow can be too late."~
----*If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them.*---- Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today *----

~"tomorrow can be too late. "
~ (=^^=)/ heyz frenz out derz! do treasure e pple arDz u yr lovez onez n everything.... coz u mite not kne wat'z gg to happened the next second.... & if u dont say it out u might regret.... regret... and tt a very bad way of toleratin yrself....

-adapted from bunzbunz's journal-
on e 6-09-2004 12:26 AM

#3 thinGz in lIfe -> dAtz destory a pErsonz = grEEd , prIde & anGerz....#
#3 thinGz in lIfe -> nBerz sUrez.... = drEamz, sUcEss & f0rtUnEz....
# /*3 thinGz in lIfe -> dAtz m@kez U a grE@tz p3rsonz = h@rDw0rkz, sIncer!Ty & sUcEss!....*/
/*3 thinGz in lIfe -> m0st valUaBLe = LOVE, sElf confIdence anD frIendz....*
/ 3 thinGz in lIfe -> mUz nT bE l0stzZzZ.... = PEACE, HONESTY & LOVE....
3 thinGz in lIfe -> onCe g0neZ nBer cUmz baCkz = wOrdz, oPportUnity & tImez.... tht so mUch thingz we culD do y still say life sux? If we can atTaIn all thEse thingz wldnt life be better? hehez... *:+. lEt r0ckz lIFe to e fUllEst~!~~!~!~!~~! .+:*

encrypted msg for darz dar

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wk pizz zhjk tym? w'zz leave everythin ld thke....

an encrypted msg.encrypted in me.
its been sometym.... alot of things has changed.be it u or me.
but sumtymz some pieces are nt forgottten.dey r juz merely kept aside to be rmbered.
bdoe dc.
i've learnt and understand alot of things from my past relationship.
it does leaves scars behind but i'll let tym heal demz....
smiles....
bunzbunz

e-comz!

tmr's paper ecomme~ yeahz.... laz paper le!!!!!!!
hmmz.... so slacky now.... totally switching off to vacation mode le...
=x oopzy...
heeheez okie doie.... i'll do my best de....

.crossed fingerz.hope no suppz.....
~>.<~

sobz.....

financeeeeeeee wan le laaaa..... sobz..... i dnt waannnaaaaa c tt supp paper... haiiz...... i hope e modulation willl heeeelllp~ sighz.....

fridae laz paper le~ shiokk~ hehez... haiiz.... den can really rest myself leee....
hehee gg to execrise!!!!! hahaa!!!!
my voice is recoverin soonnnn.... .similes.

hmmmz..... ssdc here i coommmeee~


. has e worse juz started or has it ended? .
sobbz......

database tmr.. gonnaaa go back n mug.... hope i can pass da paper~
hehee
da jia yao jia you worrz~!~!~!~!~! meowz.......

oh.. ya... my fren juz told me.... e worse advice tt one can gif is -be yourself- hmmz... is it true? ina? panzy? bearzy? karz?