Phase 1

I can't help but wonder is that it between the both of us? Why am I feeling so shitty right now.
I guess the initator of the break up is not necessary the one with the least hurt. In fact, in this case, I feel pretty much depressed.

Is this wad that's keeping you from booking the tw tour?

I don't know. But the strong facade is slowly fading away. I need someone who is willing to listen to my woes over again until I'm heal.

Tell me, am I silly? Making such a decision?