be the solution

it takes two hands to clap.
diz tym sigh. sigh. sigh.
i'll be e solution.
u date me n yet u forgotten abt it..
anyw its alrite =D

two nw n yeah.

it v obiovous... tt u've changed?

fw: true love

Think most of u mite have alry seem this mail before~
hehe.... but i find it quite meaningful, juz wanna share it w u peepz!

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest ofyour life.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what itis you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitablefor you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesnt love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He is just the person who person who happens to beat the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other peoples life?

No person will purposely have a change at heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesnt love you anymore, he really doesnt love you anymore.
When he loves you, he cant pretend that he doesnt.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, theres no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesnt love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself is you still love him,If you also dont love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, And hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.

If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already dont love him, and if you dont love him, what rights do have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, just like the moon, you cant just take it down and put it in your basin,but the moonlight still shines upon you.

In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in your life.

If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.

Love him for his good points, and the bad, you cant wish for him to become what you want him to be just because you love him.

If he cant change to become what you want him tobe, you dont love him anymore.
*is it true?*

When you really love a person, you cant find a reason why you love him, you only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test,if the relationship isnt strong, then you can only admit defeat?

When two people are in love,They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?Because they dont trust each other, they dont trust their lover.

These swear and promises are useless, till the skyfalls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!We all know that the sky will never fall, the ocean will never dry, even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises, Dont make promises that you cant keep.In relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another, the one saying, doesnt believe, the one listening, also doesnt believe.

freaking bored becoz of tt sumbody.

shitty. pushed away all my frenz juz becoz of u.
yet u also nber cfm w me e meeting tym n all.
sigh say wanna go out in e end lyk tt.
next tym if u wanna cancel e outing do let me kne IN ADVANCE.
i made tt poor tur waited for me lor.
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yeah yeah! babies of August!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY hui shan! stop momoing laaaaaa =p *eat more*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Xue Hui! *hehe ur jiu liang have improved! =p*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Valerie!!!!! ah val arrrrrr hehe! *zhong ji mi ma*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Stracy! *happy gal!*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Chun man! *orion*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY black black maru. andy! *gg ns soon huhz*

went ms to have steamboat to celebrate val's bdae!
haha anyw e zhong ji mi ma was cruel.... well poor vic actuli, haha forced to finish e unpopular char siew tt he took. tsk tsk tsk. nw u shld go market more often w ur mummy!
ohya n t fried tou fu was ALRITE la. p.kunz cldnt tk it, those fried tou fu seems lyk smelly tofu to him, aft one mouth of it he cmi alry. ohya kunz almost bash tur for gifin him such an er xin tofu. joking la.
poor christian too, he was busted. he juz came back from toilet n tout he lost, n he drank up his remaining precious tiger beer. he told us he plan to enjoy his tiger beer but sighhhhh. =p

aft steamboat we headed to play pool, eeeeyer, christian is GAY! ahha he started posing all e gaylish pose, haha i lyk e pic whn he acts as if hes gg to kiss someone, yeah yeah, only for tt pic, he looked ermz, cool. haha u guys shld c his reaction whn i threaten to post his pic on a gay website! muwhaha =p

we played for abt an hour of pool and we tout we are still able to get e last train home but but but but WE didnt. we walked out of the steamboat area n stopped outside a country club n we waited lyk monkeys for cabs to drive by, none did.
kunz said its becoz e drivers wan to earn midnite charge, he predicted tt after 12+ e cab will come. YEAH! aft an hour of driving awy mosqutios, finally one cab came by! we're saved! from mosquitoes n e extra charges tt we're gg to pay coz we called up e cab company. phew.

ohya, yuez was cook of e dae ytd! haha learn a few new tactics from her. haha next tym if theres any steamboat session haha i can try! =D

duhz

sigh its so hurting thou i kne i have hurt u too.
however, u've changed things so fast lor
even faster den me.
how nce of u tt put tt romantic nick but ur actions doesnt show tt.
tsk tsk tsk, how naive am i.
wad 'loving u forever' i guess ur juz writting diz for another gal ba.

fine, since u started it, i shall join u too!
i'll change too.

is it all over?

about an hour tt mark n i juz broke up.
sigh
sad, its so tring.
sobz.

wadz diz wadz diz? how?

woke up at ten diz mornin', ate coffe bread( haha tts y i used breath spray =D) alrites. den went D413 for internet marketing tutorial, ermz, as usual was late for lesson.

yeah. =D den aft tutorial aiai zhen xuez hida n me stayed back in e tutorial rm to discuss proj. half of e tym we chatting awy n yeah e otr tym used for proj discussion.
e chat was interesting =D i hope e porb will be cleared up soons! *winkz

ohya had ban mien at ard 3 plus? sigh ban mien is da filling! i'm still quite full now, but but but but aft eating ban mien whn i reached home i still still ate.... two slice of apples and choco. tarts! =x argh. gonez la. hw to slim dwn lyk tt.... sigh. ohya i must slim dwn. if nt kun will kept sayin i'm fat! i shall turn to gnc soon.... =p

my fren she still havent reply to my msg. how.... wad if she rly doesnt wanna tok to me. sigh, i'll persist n try to send her msg everydae. but. i kne i mite be bugging her but at least i still show tt i wanna repair e friendship we had for so many yrs. yeah n for so many yrs of friendship i still didnt keep her company whn she needed us e most. wad a fren can i be?

lousy me. i'm sorry bearz!

i've been a lousy fren. whn my fren needed me e most i wasnt der.
n she's rite. if i rly wanna come, derz no way my mummy can stop me,
tt i'll have a way to go.
yeah, i cant juz say its my mummy its my mummy.
i cld've been more persistant.

i kne its too late for me to say anything now. bearz is v upset now n i think she is dissapointed in mad at me. we've been frenz for so long, n i didnt even be by her side when she needed me.

panzy thankz for re-pharsing bearz's msg whn u sent me. i kne u r afraid tt i'll cry, but it's alrite. bearz have the rite to say all those things becoz i'm in e wrong.

panzy i rly duno wad to say, yeah i cried, becoz bearz is one of my closest fren. we do all e tootpid n funny stunts tgt. i mean. i rly duno. yeah if i wanna go i'll have a way. i'm so childish tt i dont have a stand point of myself, i shld be able to judge it myself n try to convince my mum. but no use saying all diz nw rite? panzy u kne bearz well too, do u think, esp diz incident tt she will juz forgive n forget?

even now u ask me to let bearz cool off first, do u think aft a period of tym she will feel btr? i juz feel bearz will juz be disappointed n things mite not be e same again.... sigh. if bearz doesnt wan to c me in future i think i'll respect her decision....

i'm rly v sad.

Piczy TWO! -` NE field trip`-

muwahaha~ special thnkz to hidas, e picz are sponsered by her! hugzy!



yupz yupz. nodz nodz. on e bus towards e museum. =D xuez as e fox's sweet spokeman =D spokewomen i mean =x hahh =p



1943, shanghai. e 0306 gang. dnt mess w us!



wan to join our gang huhz? we'll think abt it. at least bribe us riteeeee.... *hidas thinking*



-.-' haha yeah still at the same place. hehe The Family photo.... xuez = papa, zhenz= mama.... den 4 otr cute lil kids tt dey formed. *teared* so lovely~ =D


yeah. still us. we aint tired of tt place! hehz hehz. come on can u spot e difference? =D


yeah! outta e museum. at sum whr near esplanade taking piczy! =D da models, hidas, bunz. sigh i looked fat in diz pic huhz....
------------------- enda field trip --------------------

Special! ---- me during rebonding session ----

i look lyk coconut head rite?

juz finish my kobs presentation. sigggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
blog ltr go do my porj!

trillian pro... yeah..... -.-'

dam... i rly dnt lyk to use trillian. why?
am nt v familiar w e functions too....
1. cant send n receive mp3. e connection is juz too slow!
2. cant accept muitple files. it will hang if my fren send me too many files at one go.
3. cant receive replies or my frenz cant c my replies!
4. cant send winkz n all....

tt's it! i've enuff of it!
but....

whn i complained to my bro juz nw he told me its alrite, its only e files tt i cant receive n tt i can still send projz via emails. BUT e things is..... its too troublesome alry!!!!! i mean, sigh wad if e proj file s too big den cant send thru emails? moreover sumtymz whn we send via email, we cant receive also... sigh sigh sigh. he juz dnt lyk msn. he told me tt he had alry blocked msn. tt means i cant install msn to my computer! sobz... wadz diz wadz diz... trillian in rly not v user frenly la... i miz using msn......
argh.

oh yupz haha last saturdae went momo to celebrate shan's bdae. momo ( at central mall der, used to be mdm wong2 n sos) heard from my fren e mgnt of momo is e same mgnt as chinablack. is becoz some of e pple der dont lyk china black's mgnt den dey decided to move out to join another org. ohya robin leong owns momo too. yupz anyw e ambience ther was nice but e music tt nite was soso, v similar to black. i still prefer phuture la. think i shall try o-bar next! e crowd der is more of a mature crowd den... got few technos/trance(techno makez me tired. juz nt my kinda music.)... rnbs.. house music.. e drinks quite concentrated la on tt dae.. den e bar top girls were rly v nice whn they dance! whoo! den while they were dancin yuez panz n me were looking at dem lorz drooling... den wenling drag us to dance w her haha she kept saying dnt watch dem, don make dem feel hao lian(proud). ahha shes dam cute la. but we didnt dance much coz was kinda crowded den e music isnt our kind of genre.


picz taken by nightlife.sg! ahha yeah~