almost one yr alry?

Almost a yr now....
i have almost been a yr since tt tym. tym rly files~ n now i'm in yr 3 alry.... sigh, everything juz seems to be lyk ytd.... how i wish i cld turn back tym. to think about now, i realise e things i've gain n lost along e way. how i was filled w regrets and how i dispose dem.

lookin back, i regret not spending my sec sch tym fully and enjoyable with my frenz, sigh panzy~ if only i have been a lil playful at tt tym.... hehe i wldnt feel so amiss now. (esp after da prom nite!!!!) however, i'm have make a couple of great frenz in my sec sch. eheh

i suddenly feel kinda down now, mabbe cld be due to one of my fren who isnt feelin happy these days. i feel for her n i kne exactlyhow she felt. i guess she is doin fairly, but i believe if ur fate hasnt end, sum hw or rather, things will turn out to be good again. but for now, e best is to be on da road to recovery and forget about e unhappiness and juz rmber da good. if it is tym to let it go, its best tt we dont think abt it. it is unhealthy to cling on da problem for long. think on e postive side kiez? =D
tt sum hw reflected on me, on my own problems, unhappiness, which is almost a yr. although i cant say tt i'm fully recovered, but i'm happy tt e sum1 cares for me although we have our misunderstandings at tym. but he nber fails to put on a smile to wash away e disappointment n anger tt i've. =D
as for e past, i kne it is useless for me to think abt alry, but i kne sumhw e pain is since there and e lil flame is still burning for a pin of hope. =D BUTZ~ not to worry, haha i kne myself, lyk wad e saying goes, if we are destined to meet we will. n when e fate have ended it tym to move on n be happy. =D

bunz feelin much btr nw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!