hmmz

and even if he/she dnt fit it.... juz kne their difference.... r beautiful.. =D

tym really flies.... and it e week 11th nw.. oh gosh.... next week gotta present e tutors e coding? sighhz... havent to touch on it... jialat le.. =x

ina... sighhhh i hope u r getiing better each dae... juz feel tt u r nt feeling v happy.. thou u said u dnt hate thm but it is v obiovous tt u r avoding thm... feelz lyk u r gg to freak out or flare up whn u see thm.. sighhhh all used to be such good buddies.... y do it have to end it this way? worth it?
cant say its all e galz fault also.... if u have been more appoarchable i guess things wont have turn out better? or if u have speak up earlier? i kne its hard on u to pick up e courage to do so but.... sighhhhh its all over alr.... if she or he would pick up e courage to tell u i guess things would be better?

---------- a fren's advise? -----------------
~SoMetHing HaPPeneD to You~ ~ but, I'm NoT InterEsted to KnoW at ALL~ says:
haaz.. i advise u lo....... dun trust a person too much. People will change like the environment

~SoMetHing HaPPeneD to You~ ~ but, I'm NoT InterEsted to KnoW at ALL~ says:
today he/she may be gd to u, u never know wat they'll be thinking


~SoMetHing HaPPeneD to You~ ~ but, I'm NoT InterEsted to KnoW at ALL~ says:
one who can lie so much can never be a gd person
---- not even white lies?

i hope u will change ur thinking? coz whn i first kne u, u wldnt lyk tt.. no matter wad i juz wanz u to be happy.. i wanna c e cheerful sight of u again!
hmmz but i kne u r on e track to recovery, keep it up. but do have faith in frenz? coz dnt lose faith becoz of juz one example? futhermore.... i guess when it comes to love... all r selfish? be it u or me? its juz tt how we handle it..
u have far more experiences thn me.. but wad i hope is u really find ur happiness, take tym to rest to open up and play. ur still young u got nuttin to lose, if u hold back.... u mite lost someone special?

i'm doin out fine now, hmmz better i guess? i guess i still needed more tym to heal hmmz... i kne i'm being selfish also.... but.... i'm getting much better! thnz!