@ ARDC

its now 519pm in da evening!
shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
anotr few MORE mins we can head home alry!
yay yayness!

well i juz finish doin ma excel part. doin all e crosstabings, formulas n all. i was lucky tt ma comp didt die on me coz i forgotten to save ma work n half way thru ma comp hanged. but poor ah zhen, despite her kept saving her work, still her comp didnt work things out WELL. her sheet1 was gone! dem shitty rite, she gotta redo e sheet 1 lor. sigh. sbm's comp. errrrrr. errrr.
yeah yeah.
a lesson learnt from ah zhen. i saved ma work, in both temp file n desktop. hmmz hope it works.

Me.
hmmz i'm not happy abt myself recently. have been feeling restless, hot headed, fat and tired. i feel tt ilack of smt, duno wther is it in life or wad. somehow i'm lyk got alot to complain abt myself n my loved ones. i feel freaking bad whneva i feel mad at e ones i love n care. i mean i shldnt feel angry towards dem. coz usually i'm e one in fault. or i juz more wan from dem. dem wrick of me. sigh, my bad. i've been kinda hot tempered these days, which is not v bunz. not me at all. shitty me. i feel dem bad laaaaaaaaaaaa.
argh i hate myself for feeling so easily agitated. wth.

Exercise
i tihnk i should exercise more to keep myself fresh. i got diz feeling is tt i'm getting fatter, den e fats are blocking ma blood from flowing n i feel restless... hot tempered.. n all hmms.
fresh foods, exercise and loads of water. i'm gg to go back to me, e usual bunz.

confused
part of me is silently thinking cld it be tt i still havent got over e lying incident tt i still doubted him n tt is e cause of it? sigh. true i, have yet to trust him back fully but i trying v hard to work towards it. its rly not so easy. pals so next tym whn u guys wanna lie think twice. it isnt easy to get back sum1 trust juz lyk tt, ESP e ones whom u treasure alot. true. u mite be telling me tt its juz a white lie, but some tyms, white lie will in turn becum a LIE n worse it cld becum a deadly lie tt one cant forgive or mite cast a pheobia to e one u love.
haha of coz its juz my personal opionion so yeah. but tt does apply to me =D

i do tell white lies to e pple i love care n treasure but. sigh i'll try to cut down alrite.

sitting down here, comfortably in ARDC, ma tummy is making me feel bad, worse in fact. its lyk tts an obstruction whneva i bent or sit down. dem sucky lor e feeling. =D
W! tmr i'm gg to jog w/o any food in ma stomach, which is no breakfast! tried tt on mondae, SUPER tiring!

muwhaha yeah tmr. =D

in ARDC now..
am bloggin, juz finish ma work er shoulders aching. whoo~ rite side dudes n dudettes~ hehs now u guys kne, do help to gif moi a ma-sa-ji! =D
argh. stomach dem full now.
*blurp.

bunz clicking awy @ 5.44pm